Playing darts, breaking hearts

by damned
Listening to: Coldplay - Talk
Feeling: calm
8.09pm Maybe I'm insane. I wish I could explain all the things that I'm thinking right now, because I'd really love to offload all of this stuff onto someone else. I'll share something that I thought of today which was quite strange. I went into my mum's work today, and I wore these white linen trousers that I haven't worn in a very long time. And I realised why I hadn't worn them. I thought when I put them on, 'Why haven't I worn them? I really like them...'. And then I realised the last time I wore them was when I had a certain liasion with a guy named Steve. Now for those who don't know, Steve was a guy who I haven't seen that many times and did things with that actually I'd rather not have done. It's a long story that I might pluck up the courage to tell some other time, but not right now. I guess I'm just too immature for that kind of thing. So that's why I didn't wear a pair of trousers I really liked for over two months. I'm so pathetic.
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yeah but if you did stuff with him that you wish you wouldn't have.
that's basis enough for associating a pair of pants to him.

eh.
thank you razzymaspazzy. large hugs to you. i'm different, i like people reading my story. dno y, gues im just self centred, but we knew that anyway. i have 2 say, ur an excellent writer aswel, i think we r just very different in what we write about and the way in which we write it. personally i think that its infinitely easier to write about how someone feels if the story is written in the first person. but you would be such a differnt writer if
(cont) you chose to do that.
well, ill keep reading ur story/ies, as long as you want me to, ur a brilliant writer, looking forward to more.
xHUGx

ps, i now truly understand why barlow loves u so much, i think she would be havin orgasms on the floor if u showed her ur stories ;)

ew

bad images...
well then just tell them its not. put it in your header or just in a random entry, and if its written in the past, it wouldnt really sound like a diary...i dont think anyway.
xHUGx
yesh london meets are scary =( and about the trousers. i do that. i have a top i refuse to wear for certain reasons =S
[Anonymous]
yeah, but if they dont like it, theyl probably never comment. so ul never have 2 no.
yeah i hardly ever write mine. its sad. whenever if eel the urge to write, i dno what 2, when im busy, or need 2 do hwk, then i think of summat 4 t next chapter.
xHUGx
i still dont really know where i'm going with mine, i mean, i have a rough idea. but not much happens in my chapters, thers alot of stuff about how she thinks/feels, but not muchr eally happens. so im gna end up with loads of chaters like that, getting worse and worse, and then one chapter at the end with all the action.
:) thankyou.
i predict ur story will be fantabulous. no matter how bad you may think it is, or how wrong u think it goes.
xHUGx
how do u delete people off your friends list
Not pathetic just didn't wear them because of the memories. Believe me, I know exactly what you mean
haha , alrightyyy B)

♥ megan
[Anonymous]
I love you :] Lets make babies XD

♥
it's a fair enough escuse not to wear a pair of trousers. If my ex boyfriend and i had had a spectacular break up with lots of crying and name calling and fighting, i would probably have to buy a completely different ward drobe and rip down all my photos of him and throw out half my music collection.

Because even the smallest things that remind you of bad times will get you down.
so i think i understand your not wearing those nice trousers.
oh yeah and in response to your comment; i, too, love getting weird looks from strangers. Whether I get them at school or the mall, getting strange looks makes me laugh.

and i sure do love to laugh.
hahah thats why i love you
[Anonymous]
cute diary. =)