12.05pm I miss the old days where I only came on here once or twice a week and everything was new and shiny. Now every single time I'm on here nothing has changed. Not many people can keep up with my rate of entries. And those that do tend to write things that are worth reading. I enjoy writing, but I still worry too much about what people think of me and why I am writing things. This should be my thoughts, my space to think and spill whatever the heck I want. I have tried other diary sites, but this is my number 1. The best. The original. Maybe because I don't adapt well to change. I was talking to my ex-boyfriend last night, which was nice. We email each other, and occasionally talk on MSN, but in the emails last night it kind of got round to the fact that he still likes me. Now, I don't have a problem with that. A lot of people asked me what I would do. Personally I don't see what I can do. Surely it would be worse to go out with him out of sympathy (as I kind of was during the last two weeks or so last time) than it would be to just be nice and supportive? He seems kind of Ok with it though. The bad thing is that he says he started to like me again when we started talking properly again and we saw each other more. We have mutual friends and go ice skating most weeks now. I don't want him to keep liking me (for his sake), but I don't want to desert him, which might be the best way of letting him not like me anymore. But then there's the bitch part of me, that wants him to like me because it's flattering. That part of me needs to piss off, really. ----- "Well I want the Saviour bit and not the Lord bit." He couldn't save himself because he was too busy saving us. ----- I made an effort. Everyone be mightily shocked. I actually did Latin homework. I don't think you quite get the magnitude. I have done nearly (the stuff left is only English and Physics anyway) all my homework. I am so rad right now.