The depths of my soul

by damned
Feeling: bubbly
9.07pm I'm feeling pretty happy today, which is amazing seeing as West Ham lost. I took Phil (using a spare season ticket) which was quite fun. You know, I've given up now. It's better to both think we're just friends than for me to have some kind of secret thing going on. And I'm much happier and less freaked out by general situations when we're friends anyway. I'm listening to my 'happy' music. It's all summery and fun and stupid. I bought the Basement Jaxx album for exactly these situations, it makes me dance around like a twat, but it makes me smile, and that's what counts. I don't really know why I suddenly get urges to write entries. I have this verbal vomit type thing - I don't have anything to say for ages, and then suddenly I want to type and type. I am now officially the president of two fanclubs. You should visit their diaries, if you haven't already: Teresa Gemma ----- Seeing as I am in the pattern of telling you about other diaries, take a look at Erin's diary. She's really nice, and she deserves more people to read it. So you should. Oh you know you want to.
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ah hah. loving the logic there. how could someone not love it? its so optimistic and gives you a warm fuzzy feelig inside. the razometer this is.
[Anonymous]
:D It's a thing that I think sounds funny in my head but I'm too chicken to ever actually do it. because what if someone gets mad? :P i should put everyone who has me added as a friend on there, though. they'd come to my diary and be like "wtf? *remove from friends*"
I'm glad that you like what I write and thanks for still reading it
ohh me too its fun but it sucks when you dont like it
leave back
brenna
aye....ooh tis too exciting to think about.
[Anonymous]
ooh, loving that idea. or perhaps a cupboard somewhere....
hah.
i should add people to my fan club without them knowing.
they'd be like "wtf. teresa's fan club?"
ah, so so true. different, but no where near as good. *daydreams*
xHUGx
ah yes, the plan is coming together perfectly mwahahahaha. soon we will be happy and jolly in perfect relationships, with about a billion backups if neccessary. and of course we will always have each other aswel ;)
xHUGx
besides you!
ohoh, you have members in your fan club.
I don't think i have any members. :(
i think that is a fantabulos idea.. why has noone tried it already? i think however, we should wait a while before putting our plan into action, itl be hard 2 wait for sam 2 decide he wants a gf when there are guys throwing themselves at us.
i think the razometer (as of course is perfectly usual) is 100% right about that. i think the insane blindness and stupidity of all these guys who do not fall at our feet is absolutely absurd and summat shud b dome immediately.
your diay is really cool


x3TwinkyTOES3x
or
Asha


[Anonymous]
:D that makes me happy. i love the Razometer :D
xHUGx
[Anonymous]
Oh well.. I wish you did.. Do you have any pictures???

Linearity
[Anonymous]
lol, yeah, thats what i thought. but he probably doesnt fancy me *snifs*
ah well. i hav his email adres. c ya soon my sexy xHUGx
[Anonymous]
Of course I still want you to be my friend, without you on here I almost gave up more than once and stopped writing ...
it was a horrible dream. but he said not to worry, it would never happen because he plans on living a very long time with me by his side.
because i tell him everything, especially dreams I have in which he dies. :P

yeah i had fun making your banner/badge. yay fanclubs! hehe
I love my sisters and brothers and even though we don't get along, I'd die if anything happened to any of them.

I'll keep naming you in my entries then if it makes you proud and happy, you are the only one that reads them anyway so I thank you again for that
very tired. &i've been sick since i got back. :(

ahahhahaha --> "president of fan club" bhahahahaha! i love it.
I am the same way, except I'm like a verbal bulemic. and wordvomit all the time.

Heheh, our fanclubs so rock.
Ill deff add you cause youre awesome and nice haha. If you have myspace tell me cause we can be friends and if you have AIM... Yeah i have that too heres my screen name and my url for myspace.. AIM=llehctiM drahciR Myspace=www.myspace.com/reeeechard
Thanks. I did have a great birthday :)
No I don't work at a school. I am in college with a full time job that I go to...