6.36pm And I actually checked how to spell the title to the song. Because I am cool. I had a good day today, but everyone around me seems to be having bad days and bad times. I don't want to be happy amongst their misery, but I am in a strangely good mood at the moment. For the first time in a rather long while, I enjoyed writing my last entry and didn't have to force myself. I just typed and it formed itself on the page, and I haven't been able to do that in so long it hurts. I used to be able to write about nothing for paragraphs, but now it seems like there has to be some kind of purpose or moral to what I'm rambling about. I suppose that's what comes with writing an entry per day. I will try and stop feeling like that and return you to my random crap that my diary was before, just to entertain you. Maybe it's because my thoughts are more collected than they were before? I certainly feel like they are. I suppose from all my writing on this site it looks like they aren't but this is one of the ways I use to organise them, and there has to be some disorder somewhere. For the past few months, I have still had those strange thoughts floating around, but I've pinned more things down and answered some questions that I needed to. And I feel good about that.