6.50pm
Yeah, I figured myspace can be given a small rest tonight, and I'll turn my attentions back to this diary, considering it actually works now. Good.
So, I'm a pretty awful person really. Which is a bit... It's just expected of me now. I hate the way that everyone has in their mind that image of the good little girls, and I'm not in it. But then, I hardly make anyone think of me like that, with the stuff I talk about.
I've had this feeling for about two/three weeks that most people just wish I'd shut up.
Ok, now I'll shut up, because this entry was spurred by another person's entry who I love lots, and I feel so crap about it. And I wish I would have the guts to just speak up when I should. (I love you)
I get jealous as hell too.
Lots of things have been going on recently, and sometimes I wish I could be less of a bitch. In fact. I am going to be. Yeah.
Anyway. Life is pretty good if I'm really honest. And this diary is for when I'm complaining. So I'm going to stop writing, and just go away and talk to people.
LOVE YOU!!
Ami xxxx
LOVE YOU!!
Ami xxxx