12.47pm I get so confused listening to this song. It makes me feel like I want someone here. Despite being happy alone for a large amount of time, this song makes me feel dependant on everyone around me. I know other people carry me through life in reality, even though I try and convince myself I'd be Ok without them, I'd have self destructed by now. Almost definitely. A bit part of me just wants to sit down and cry right now. I don't know why, and I don't have any particular reason, so anyone who knows me doesn't have to worry or ask, but I just feel really upset. I don't like it when that happens. When I feel really upset but don't really have any reason whatsoever. Strange. We are going out as a family today, which can be quite amusing. Yesterday we all went to a restaurant called the Waterfront (which is on a river - original) and usually it's good there, but the service was 'Atrocious. Bloody awful. I've a good mind to (words emitted for saftey of other's ears)...' Anyway, it all resulted in my uncle dragging the entirety of the rest of the family out of the restaurant after we had paid, leaving no service and muttering about standards. It was all rather amusing.