I just can't take this

Feeling: friendly
10.30am I had a really good time at Scout camp. When I can find the timetable and remember half the things we did I'll explain it all bit by bit - which you know you want to hear. Because you love me and you love what I do and you love to read what I say. Yeah. Anyway, there's a boy at Scouts called Joe who went to my old school, and our grandmothers are friends. I haven't spoken to him properly in a while, but I'm really pleased because we got on really well. I'm a young leader (explorer scout) with him, his older brother, one other guy and my friend Becky. His brother & Becky didn't come on camp, so it was me, him & John. We shared a dining shelter (tent without sides), but we're not allowed to share tents boy/girl. We're doing a survival badge, which meant that we have to build outside shelters. Our was damn amazing, if I do say so myself. We ended up sleeping in it two nights. I'm trying to tell myself that I don't fancy either of them. That's the problem with me, as soon as I'm friends with a guy, I can't help but imagine being more, and that makes me think I fancy them when I don't. Sometimes I don't even make sense to myself. Anyway, this John guy was really lovely (that's Joe's friend - confused yet?) and when I was sleeping about 3 inches away from him I did start thinking stupid things. But he has a girlfriend anyway. Ha, I slept in the middle of the woods between two guys and there's nothing dodgy going on - progress, no? (Maybe not for some people, but I need to learn the art of friendship with the opposite sex). ----- Just a small plug for my story [stolen] which I have now started a new story on. I didn't like the old one.
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sleeping next to boys, no matter who they are, makes you think strange things like "what would it be like to sleep next to this person every night for the rest of my life?"
kalespera from sunny greece. glad you had a good time at scouts, i have made slight progress with issue boy ben, we're getting there ;)text me =)gemma
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yeah
i know exactly how that is.
hehe. they're good. i cant say im their biggest fan. i kind of hooked on when their video was on mtv. *is ashamed* but they're good. :)