9.51pm
Righty ho, my entries are now officially about good things, because I get myself way too worked up about things, and I'm so sick of having to sign off MSN because I'm getting too upset and annoyed by everything.
So I want to feel good about myself, but I don't think it's going to work at the moment.
I feel like just because other people have started to hate me again, I can't possibly like myself. But what does it show about me that this is the time I try and change and actually act on my principles and have some morals, and suddenly everyone's assuming I'm a bitch. Can't I have a chance to prove myself? Maybe I won't do the bad thing this time around.
I hate the way life just throws the best irony at you.
Good person?
Yeah, I don't deserve to even try.
See my faults above my personality, 'cause I don't think my personality will show for much anymore. It's pretty much dying.
This makes me want to throw things at the walls/myself/the computer.
Right. Stop it.
I'm happy.
Yeah.
Actually today was quite fun. I might just sign off the computer and go talk to my family and have fun.
And watch football.
*huggles the tightest huggle ever* i aint lettin you go til youre happy damnit.
luff yoooooooooou sexual
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