Going slowly insane...

I'm not even going to talk about my last post until something actually happens. No Gemma, you don't have to assume I mean that. An educated person is one who has learned that information almost always turns out to be at best incomplete and very often false, misleading, fictitious, mendacious - just dead wrong. - Russell Baker I was talking to Emma (a year 11 on my bus) about how we are socially undeveloped from being at a girls' school. I hate this school. I feel trapped because my mum wants me to be here, because she was and because it's a grammar school and it's meant to be good. And yet the majority of people who actually go here hate it. I wish we were allowed to tell the parents when we show people around that if they care for their child on tiny bit then they should avoid grammar schooling at all costs. It fucks up your brain, not improves it. Rachel
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My brother's death is still hard but at least someone other than my best friend understands because its hard talking to people that either don't care or don't want to listen because they don't understand.

I'm trying to give up the cutting and I do good for a while but then I go right back down and cut again ... Maybe this time I won't do it again
i agree. this school messes with your mind more than any i know compared to the people ive spoken to. The fact that according to a counsellor our school has one of the highest rates of self harm in essex goes unrecorded and unnoticed by prospective parents. Me and ky were ranting about it for quite a while the other day, its just a coincidence that no one ever tells ofstead this. grrr.
mr windeatt? lol.
teachers dont know, half of them cant see past the end of their nose at students who are suffering from depression, and/or self harm. Sometimes its so blantantly obvious its unbelievable, but they are an ignorant race and refuse to believe anything is wrong even when its right infront of their face. Its disgusting.
i think for the most part they choose not to see, just because they refuse to accept the fact that not everyones perfect. I dont think they understand it most of the time, like parents, they dont understand, and teachers are no different. heck, some teachers are even parents! ::SHOCK HORROR:: I mean, for me the first thing id think of when i saw someones are would be SH but most people wouldnt because they dont know about it.