Why?

Feeling: hysterical
Caution - This may be quite a lengthy rant. Just warning y'all. Since the dawn of man, there's always been that elusive element in life, that need to find what's out there and the quest for ultimate knowledge. I have no idea what that has to do with my rant. I sit drinking Gatorade powder mixed with diHydrogen Oxide (h20 for all those unfamiliar with chemistry terms), and wonder, why do people write in these things? Why do people have the need to expose themselves in public like this? Is it a need to have someone listen? Is it like church, where people have the illusion of having 'God' listen to them and their problems in hopes that someday, somehow, their problems will be solved miraculously? I'm not ridiculing anybody really, I'm just one of those people who like to know why people do what they do. Is it like exorcising a demon to write in here those haunting feelings and apparitions scratching the back of our heads giving us grief? Like washing ourselves of sin in the digital river of Babylon. I guess I'm doing the same by writing in here. But I feel better talking about it, or just keeping it to myself to figure things out. I do admit that sometimes writing something out does give one a sense of clarity and perspective, but it's a little like masturbation, it's relieves some tension, but in the end you just need all out (mind)fuck to fix things. It's like a good mental enema, it's is very cleansing. But my main conundrum is why? Why do it? Why do anything? Will it affect anyone? Does it help or hinder people to not think for themselves and figure out their own problems? You know what? In the end, the best reason for doing anything is 'because you can'. McSteve - "Hey McBob, why did you climb Mt. Everest?" McBob - "Because I could." The end?? I might revise this later just to warn you.
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After years of therapy let me tell you. . Writing it out helps. It does lend some perspective. And I think others write in here to shock and amuse. Wasn't that a motivator for you? At least that's my opinion. Not that it means much right now.
[Anonymous]
Actually I had just thought the same thing while I was writing something out. I needed to put it somewhere just to get it out of my head for awhile. GET OFF MY WAVELENGTH!!! Smile!!!
[Anonymous]
mmk.

coal chamber kicks ass!
I think mansoncrackgirl has a point. It is in my head, I just need to get it out. I do it to shock, amuse, vent. Other reasons too, but too many to list. But it isn't like my opinion counts right now either.
[Anonymous]
Somtimes, for me, I just have to write things down because thats the only way to get that thought out of my head. I probably use it as a form of "therapy", but it's not really effective. You need the idea of someone else listening, even if they don't say anything, just the idea that someone else is there and hears what you're saying. Like what people do at church. For those that don't go, it can be hard to find someone to listen. Continued...
[Anonymous]
That's where this diary comes in. It gives you the chance to put your thoughts out to the world and hear the replies. Whether they are good or bad, at least you know that somebody noticed. That can be better than therapy or even God. And thats probably the reason why people keep coming back here. It gives them a forum to deal with lifes issues in a somewhat productive way. Well, at least thats why I stay here.
[Anonymous]
god doesn't listen to me so i talk to myself instead.

sometimes people eavesdrop though, can't say i really mind.

it means i can pretend i am talking to them. that way my sanity seems intact.
[Anonymous]
I like mothermayhem's point. At least it seems like someone is listening so you stay sane.

Mansoncrackgirl
[Anonymous]
i write cos

well, cos i do. just need a place to put my stuff i guess. i wish i had a better reason. ah well.

--ambient
[Anonymous]
I write because the hands want to. The mind is on board, too. And who am I to deny any of my parts what they want...
[Anonymous]