I warned you not to read this. I believe we dwell too much in the past. I know that at least I do. Reliving old moments, hoping that someday I'll have as much fun as I did then. It's good to remember the past, those who do not are damned to repeat it. We have to learn from our mistakes, not forget them and make them anew. We also have to learn to live with regrets. It sucks, but rarely there's nothing to do about them. I'm happy for those people who think they don't have any. But for the rest of the world, they're an inevitable piece of our lives. "I wish I had done this", or "I shoulda done that", it all comes back to bite us in the ass. We just have to bite back, harder. I try to not have any regrets, but it's so damn hard being myself, and doing what I want to do without changing who I am or what people think of me. I worked to fucking hard to be who I am and I'll be damned if I become one of "those" people. Yep... I think my rant's done now. How's that for something to think about? I know I never stop thinking about it. Or just thinking in general. I've decided not to go for the labotomy and just be a mindless vegetable with no problems thinking, regreting, and wishing you could do something about it. A permanent drool-fest would not be for me. I like thinking. It makes me a human being to feel these things. I'm gonna keep feeling them and like it gosh darn it. Good times.