11:20 AM Ugh...colds suck. A lot. I didn't sleep much at all last night cause of this damned cold. Contantly getting up cause I was sneezing and other such stuff. But yeah. I picked up that mag I was talking about too, which was friggin sick. Learning slowly from it how to Shred, and hopefully once I'm finished and I've improved my skills I'll get a band together. But yeah. That's really all that's been on my mind for the past couple of days. I've been thinking a lot about stuff, and last night when I couldn't sleep and I was reading Hamlet, I made a discovery about myself. I am truly an idiot. A while ago when I started talking to someone special, there are a chosen few who know who it is, she told me something, and I didn't know what to say back, which resulted in nothing happening, and it really bummed me out. If I had actually responded with my actual feelings, then I might not be as bummed out as I am. But yeah. One word to describe me, and that is idiot. Well, I'm out for now. Gotta find something to do for the rest of the day, and hopefully something to take my mind off of my stupidity. Later.