Well, this whole feeling human for a change and being positive for once is still new. It's taken some getting used to...especially with the week it's been.

I got into a fight last week, almost got into a fight at work the next day, lost my job on monday and got into a car accident last night.

The fight was kinda funny. Three stoned kids kicking garbage cans over around my area while I was walking around, and I asked if they were going to pick it up. They decided to get in my face about it and start throwing punches, soooo yeah.

The almost fight at work was between me and the master of douche-baggery. He started making fat jokes about me and oinking at me when I walked by, so I called him out on it, and told him to stop acting like such a child.

The following monday I was approached by my boss, who told me that "things just weren't working out", like he was breaking up with me or something. At least he waited until the end of my shift. So I grabbed my coat, signed out and left. No sense getting upset about it.

Then last night, I was driving with my lady-friend, we hit a patch of ice and skidded into a ditch. Thank God there was a guy around with a rope and a truck, or I'd never have gotten out of there. But there wasn't any damage to my car, asive from a few scratches and dirt smears, so I got off lucky.

So it's hard to stay positive after that.

But my lady-friend came back to town after being in Montreal for New Years, and I spent the last 24 hours with her non-stop. Which was amazing.

I picked her up last night and we went from there. Ended up at my place, and she crashed for the night, sharing my futon with me.

Best sleep ever. Hands down.

And then we spent most of the day together today. Aside from me picking my dad up from work, applying to some jobs and eating dinner (all in all about 2 hours). As soon as I was done, I picked her back up and we spent the rest of the evening together.

It's been a long time since I've been this happy.

My buddy Brando laughs at me and tells me this is what it's like to feel human for once. I just laugh with him and agree.

I don't know what the future holds...but I'm facing it with a new outlook.

Life sucks...find something in it worth living for.