9:36 PM Well, today was an interesting day. Went to the doctor's about 10:30 this morning to get the test results back from all that stuff I had to get done last week, and so far so good. Apparently I don't have diabetes like my mom thought, so yeah. They haven't told me what was up with that weird heart monitor I had to wear around though, so I'm hoping to find out what was up with that eventually. They got the results back from the ECG they made me take, and they said that whatever the thing scanned for I had elevated levels of. The doc told me that meant one of two things: a) I am really thin, so the scanner thinger was closer to my heart or b) I have a big heart. lol. I dunno which one is the case, but because of the dillema I have to get an ultra sound of my chest cavity to find out which one it is. In addition to the ultra sound, I've gotta get my brain checked out too, to see if the cause for my fainting spells has something to do with it. I dunno what is up with that, cause the doc can't tell me cause he doesn't have enough information to give me a correct response, so I've gotta finish up all this testing to find out what in the blue hell is wrong with me. I just hope all of this ends so I can put it all behind me. Cause not only is it scaring me, its scaring everybody who's around me who cares about me, and I don't wanna put them through that. But I've got Amanda now, who will always make sure I eat lol, she'll make sure I do everything else that's important too lol. She's really concerned about me lol, and that's one of the things I really like about her, so its nice having somebody looking out for me all the time. But I know all my friends do too, so I've got a whole bunch of support around me. But yeah. Well, I'm out for now. Goodbye for now.