10:59 PM Wow. So a lot has definately changed since the last time I updated this damn thing. One thing for sure, is Sam definately doesn't care about me anymore. Heh. Saw that one coming, but whatever. Things with Carolyn are amazing. I'm definately CRAZY about her, and she knows it too, because some guy from work told her flat out while I was talking to her. So there was no avoiding it. But I don't care. Like, I don't even know what to say. I am so head over heels for this girl that it's not even funny. And she likes me. A lot! Told me herself, which was amazing. Told me straight up she liked me a lot. Definately just made my day, and week. And since she found out, we've been talking pretty much non-stop. Like, we just keep talking. I've never talked this much with anybody before. It's incredible. She wants to date me too. But she doesn't want to rush things, because things for pretty messed up for the both of us when we rushed things. So we agreed to take things like we are now, and we'll get together at the right time. Like...she makes me feel like I could take on the world and win. Like I could just spread my arms and soar. And I haven't felt this way about anybody in a long time. But before I start rambling on and on and on...I think I'll just leave it at that. More updates as they come. Hah. Not like anybody reads this anyways.