Well, I'm still here. And I'm still incredibly happy. Things with Jules are better than ever, and I still can't believe how amazing she is, and how amazing we are. She makes me sooooo happy, and even though her cats might bug me sometimes, I wouldn't change a damn thing. =) But I've found out something very disturbing lately. For the past year or so, my sister has been associating herself with some jackasshole named Scott. He is nothing special. In fact, he's kinda gangly and dopey looking. I don't know what she saw in him, but that's besides the point. Now my sister is a girl of sound morals, and she has made certain choices, like to wait until she's married to do anything sexual with a guy. Scott didn't like this. For a year he messed around around with her head in an effort to get somewhere with her, and he failed at every attempt. And a few weekends ago, he forced her to do things with him, things she wasn't comfortable with, and things she tried to get him to stop. My sister was sexually assaulted in the basement of her own home, while my parents were upstairs. Afterwards he told her she wasn't worth his time, made her cry, and said he was never going to talk to her again. And I wasn't around. I wasn't around to protect her. Just thinking about how he did what he did and got away with it makes me so angry I shake. I want to find him and beat him senseless. Until he's an inch from death, let him heal a bit, and then do it all again. I want to show him what he's put my sister through. I know I can never put him through what he put my sister through, but I'm pretty sure I can come close. Gah I'm shaking again... I need to stop talking about all this. I'm bound to put my fist through something soon...