3:51 PM Ugh. John is at Lindsey's place today. The only person around right now is my dad, and he's killing stuff on Killzone. Oh well. I finally have all the time I want to sit around and think. 'Cause I don't really have anything better to do today. I worked on some of my acoustic stuff today, and I've almost got all of it memorized, but not all of it yet. But yeah. This weekend so far: Friday Worked on acoustic stuff. Finished Math homework. Tried to find something to do, stayed home. Today (Saturday) Keep working on acoustic stuff. No homework to speak of. Try to find something to do tonight so I'm not stuck at home. Sunday If acoustic stuff memorized, work on other stuff, especially timing for Smells Like Teen Spirit and other covers. If acoustic stuff not memorized, then keep working on it. My life has become my music recently. Among other things. Music Change: Requiem - Trivium Woke up coughing this morning. Wasn't the nicest thing. Got to bed finally around 2 in the morning and woke up at 6. For the limited amount of sleep I had I slept pretty good actually, which surprises me. Music Change: Dying in Your Arms - Trivium The cut on my hand is bugging me. It's taking a while to heal over, and it's beginning to bother me somewhat. But yeah. I really hope I can get out of the house tonight. If all else fails I'm going to head out somewhere and just wander. I think I'm probably going to end up doing that. Oh well. It doesn't bother me at all. Music Change: To The Rats - Trivium I'm beginning to shiver again. And I'm getting bored. Music Change: Orion - Metallica I feel oddly at peace when I listen to this song. It almost makes me want to write one like it. I got my iPod back from future shop today. Hopefully this time they figured out what was wrong with it so I can start using it again. I miss having a working mp3 player. But yeah.. This entry is starting to get kinda long. I had an odd dream last night. It reminded me a lot of the nightmares I used to get in grade ten, which frightened me. I really hope they don't come back to haunt me. I already suffer from a lack of sleep as I am now, I don't need nightmares to make it worse. But anyways...in this dream I was wearing a suit of solemn black, and I was wandering around, and I met a kid who I haven't seen since I was a kid. Then he was killed. Beaten into a bloody mass by some unseen creature of the dark. Scared the hell out of me, and got me up for a bit, but I passed out again after the period of consciousness. Music Change: King Nothing - Metallica But yeah... I am still thinking about what to do after high school. I realize that the end of grade 12 is drawing near, so I've got to think of something eventually. I'm being pushed in one direction by my parents, and it's beginning to annoy me. I had to put up with my mom telling me what I was going to do, and I was on the verge of telling her to eff off. I want to do what I want to do. The only trouble is, I don't know what that is yet. Music Change: Gears of War - Megadeth My heart hurts. I wish I knew why it randomly went into bouts of pain, but I guess I'll never find out. But I'm going to finish rambling on later. I've run out of things to ramble on about. 5:46 PM Random song time. I just finished writing this now. Enjoy: In the Darkest Days Fingerless gloves And an endless black tide. Might not look it, But I'm always on your side. In the dark, I killed away all of your fears. When you're sad, I dried away all of your tears. But now it's time, For me to stand trial. Can I expect A similar smile? In the darkest days, I always stood by you. In the darkest days, In all that you went through. In the darkest days, I was there for you. Through all the toil, I was always there to carry you. Through the nightmares, I was always there to see you through. In the dark, I was always there to comfort you. In the light, I was always there to protect you. But now it's time For me to stand trial. Can I expect A similar smile? In the darkest days, I always stood by you. In the darkest days, In all that you went through. In the darkest days, I was there for you. Will you be there for me too? In my darkest days... 9:23 PM Music: Nemesis - Arch Enemy It's been four hours. I am still bored. I worked on all my acoustic stuff, and got some of it down, but that's about it. The lyrics I posted the last time I updated now have music to them, and it's kind of a depressing sound, but it's alright. And the other stuff sounds good too. I looked through a bunch of my songs, and I've really got only four acoustic songs out of nine or so that I like, and everything on my electric I like, so that's about fourteen songs I think. I'm not exactly sure of the number, but yeah. I think I'm done for now.