9:12 PM Oh man. This has been an eventfull weekend. I guess. My sister was away at the camp I worked at for the past two years training for her time up there, so I've been here the past week without a little sister to worry about. But while she was up there, she started talking to a girl who liked me last year, and this girl still likes me evidently. Which is nice, cause we had a thing for each other last year, and I've been thinking about her a lot lately. Music Change: Not Ready to Die - Demon Hunter I was thinking a lot about the fact that I can't seem to find a girlfriend that lasts. While part of that is my fault (I'll admit it), its not all my fault that they don't work. I tried to think of the last time I liked a girl and she liked me, and no matter what the circumstances, she always made the effort to see me. And also, that no matter what I said and did, she always still liked me. And that whenever I was feeling down she would never leave me alone until she knew with absolute certainty that I was okay. And the only instance I could think of this where that was true was with this girl from camp. She would always find me out to talk to me and hang out with me while we were working, and even when we had the same off period. And while everybody else treated me almost like the black sheep (which is funny cause I wore black all the time, making me literally the black sheep), she would always come and talk to me no matter what anybody thought or said about it. And if I was ever stressed because of something, or upset or angry, she would always sit me down somewhere where we wouldn't be interuppted, and would always make sure I was okay. And she wouldn't leave me alone until she knew with absolutely certainty that I was okay and until I had a smile on my face. But when you meet someone that likes you, and does all that for you, its hard not to smile. Especially when she's absolutely gorgeous. Oh man was she beautiful. But yeah. I have not been able to stop thinking about her recently. At all. Well, that's all for now I guess. I just wanted to get that out there.