And now I'm down below, And what do I see? You didn't go to heaven, You're down in hell with me. And now you're coming back, Begging "baby take me please!" I really think I would, If you weren't such a sleaze. I loved you once before, You kept me on a string. I'd rather go without, Then take what you would bring! "Last Rites/Loved to Deth" - Megadeth 10:30 PM Man I'm bored. And incredibly tired from work. I wrote and tabbed out an entire song tonight. I was going for something that sounded fast and thrashy, with lots off riffs and stuff, and I think I did well. I'm going through the process of putting lyrics to it, and I have some written out so I'll have to see how that goes. Been thinking a lot about Jen and Kayla too. I went to a party at Kayla's place on Sunday night after work, because everybody told me that she wanted me to go and stuff. I ended up going after working a 12 hour shift, so I was tired when I got there. But I got a hug when I showed up, and she talked me a little bit, and I got a hug when I left, but the rest of the time I was standing around left to mingle among a huge amount of people I didn't know and have never met. And will probably never see again. It was irritating that so many people said she wanted me to go so she could see me but I was almost completely ignored, she flirted with my friend and was cuddling with some jackass before I had enough and left. I hate people. Then there's Jen. I like her and she likes me and she calls me all the time and she said she missed me yesterday. Just through observation, I've noticed that Jen and I have way more in common, so I think the choice seems obvious. Now everybody is asking me if Jen and I are dating yet. Gah. Who knows.