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Feeling: bitter
4:13 PM Oh man...I am BORED. Met a girl at work about a week ago, and we're still talking, without some jackasshole stepping in to ruin it all for me, which is surprising. Seems that people can't wait to ruin things for me sometimes. There was one guy I had to tell to piss off though, because he thinks he's a huge ladies man, and he likes to talk to all the new cashiers. I told him that every time I'd made an attempt at happiness something messed it up for me, and that if he messed my chances with this girl up by doing whatever he thinks he's good at, he's going to lose his face. Maybe that was me over-reacting, but seriously. All I want to do is have a chance to be happy, and if something messes it up this time I'm going to be seriously pissed. Or just say sod it and move on. I guess it really depends. But this guy will still lose his face. But all girl related stuff aside, I really have nothing else to talk to. Haven't been up to much at all. Been writing some really thrashy metal sounding stuff, which is awesome, but putting lyrics to it has been a challenge so far. But meh, the songs still sound sick. Started writing some stuff after I bought the Megadeth albums Peace Sells and Rust in Peace which sound pretty awesome. I wrote something that was also influenced by Megadeth's Killing is my Business...and Business is Good! which also sounds awesome. Influenced maybe, but I listened to all three albums, and every other metal album I own, and even some stuff that's not so metal to make sure none of the riffs and beats and tunes were the same. And they're all original so far. So I'm in the process of putting lyrics to them and finding myself a bass player and drummer and another guitarist and all that. So far my plans are to get some sort of thrashy sounding band together, but so far no luck, seeing as how I don't know many people who can play anything anymore, or they're already in a band and are perfectly fine where they are. Sod it. I'm sure I'll find people eventually, but until that point it looks like I'm going solo. And that sucks. Oh well. Not a big deal. Up until that point I've got work and other such stuff to keep myself occupied. But anyways...I've got nothing better to ramble on about anymore, so I guess I'll just find something else to do.
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