Anger is pretty much gone.

And when I say pretty much, I mean an identical situation to the previous entry happened, yet again. At least this one saved me the time and was over and done with fairly quickly.

I don't seem to understand this rotten luck with everything lately, but something needs to be done. This has GOT to be fixed. I just don't know how.

I need to fix something. I will agree that something needs to be fixed, but I don't know what. I don't know what the problem is, or how to fix it. I'm running around in circles trying to wrap my head around what's been happening.

So confused.

I haven't slept in days. I managed to eat the other day, so I've gotten some form of nourishment at least over the past few days.

I feel like I'm wasting away.

And the only person who can fix it, is me. I'm not going to spend any more of my time whining.

My dad told me when I was young that the only person you can count on is yourself. People will come and go. People will always let you down. People will say pretty things to your face and curse you behind your back.

The only way you can accomplish anything, is to do it yourself. Find your problem, pound it senseless and render it irrelevant.

Which is what I plan to do.

Life sucks.

Deal with it.