Time has a way of taking time,
Loneliness is not only felt by fools.
Alone I call to ease the pain.
Yearning to be held by you, alone, so alone, I'm lost
Consumed by the pain,
The pain, the pain, the pain...

Won't you hold me again?
You just laughed, ha, ha, bitch!
My whole life is work built on the past,
But the time has come when all things shall pass,
This good thing passed away...

"In My Darkest Hour" - Megadeth

'Nuff said.

When something seems to good to be true, it usually is. I won't go into detail, but that's basically it. As per my luck lately, everything I've been rambling on about in the last bunch of entries has been rendered...irrelevant.

So...here I sit, brooding. Ever the dark philosopher. I can't eat...I can't sleep. Nothing seems...important.

I don't know. I'll be fine in a day or two of job hunting and sleeping.

Fortunately, this dark philosopher never stays brooding for long. When I see a problem, I beat it down. I crush it's skull...render it non-threatening. So shall it be done now.

I just...can't believe it. That would be JUST MY LUCK.

Another sleepless night,
Another piece of my heart discarded.
Back so square one...
Here I go again.

Life sucks...

'Nuff said.