12:04 AM Well, I've been given a reason to hope I guess. To end the confusion, because reading over the last few entries I even confused myself, not leaving girls names and junk when I was rambling on like an idiot. Oh man... So the one I was really confused about is Jen. And the one I wanted to rip the guy's face off for intending to ruin my chances' name is Kayla. First off, I doubt things are getting anywhere with Jen, so I dunno what more to say about that. But Kayla... Kayla seems genuinely interested in me. Me! That's incredibly rare. The scruffy, long haired dark moody guy who looks angry all the time. I hung out with her and her friend the other day, and Kayla had to leave for a few minutes, so her friend started asking me all these questions, and the conversation went as follows: Friend: So do you like Kayla? Me: Yes. Friend: Do you, like like her? Me: Well, yeah. If you hadn't noticed already. Friend: Well, I think she likes you too. She talks about you ALL the time. Me: Really? Well, that's encouraging. (smile) Friend: Don't blush or anything. (laughs) Me: Well, that's the best news I've heard all week. Friend: Well, definately ask her out or something! And that was pretty much it, because Kayla came back right after that. But it was the most encouraging news I've heard in a looooooooong time. And just knowing that, and being able to talk to her as often as I do, just makes me smile. And I haven't really had a smile like that in a while. But yeah. Don't feel so lonely. Don't feel so bitter. I still do, to an extent. But that's just me.