Well, things are much different now than the were before.

First off, things with Danielle are no more. I have this uncanny ability to just say what I'm thinking without passing it through what I call my "Vocal Filter". In other words, I kinda blurted some stuff out a few times when she was texting other guys, or we were comparing how hard our jobs were (she words at McDicks, I work at a warehouse).

So that kinda caused a rift between us, and her douchebad of an ex-boyfriend was only too happy to fill the void. She went with him and a few of his friends to his cottage for a drunk-fest for an entire weekend a few weeks back, which was the beginning of the end. She came back and wasn't interested in me at all after that, and wasn't really talking all that much.

So one night I told her straight up how I felt and asked her straight up what was happening with her. And she told me she saw me as a friend and nothing more, and nothing was going to happen between us. Ever.

So all this time, she'd been talking to the douchebag more and more, and talking to me less and less. Completely unaware, I was sure things were still okay. Until that day.

I'm still trying to wrap my head around that one, but whatever.

She wants to be like that, good for her.

I'm done.

And Raquel has been pretty dumb lately too. Been trying to hang out with her for a bit, but it seems like she has an excuse for every day I ask. Last time I asked, she was meeting some guy named Chris. So I kinda snapped, and told her to stop making excuses and just tell me she doesn't want to see me. And if she wanted to ditch me for Chris, that she could have fun with that, and also to stop talking to me.

Kinda harsh I guess, but I was definately not in the mood.

I dunno. Just kinda angry as of late. But whatever.

Oh well. Life sucks.

Move on.