Listening to: The Mechanix - Megadeth
Feeling: dark
2:16 PM
Well, things haven't changed much since the last entry.
Different dream last night. In the last one, I saw myself dressed in my Batman t-shirt screaming at me as I was lying broken on the ground. That hasn't changed much, but Batman me mentioned that with all of the evil in this world, nobody does a damn thing, and kept thrashing me, beckoning me to do something about it. He told me that people are killed, raped, mugged and looked down upon every day, but nobody in this world did a damn thing. He screamed in anger until he seemed worn out, with despair in his eyes. He sank to his knees and glared angrily at me, and I felt empowered...like I was the one meant to do something. Thunder cracked overhead of us, and he vanished. I looked down at where he once was, and then at myself, and found that it was me wearing the t-shirt. I was trying to convince myself to do something about it. I stared down at my gloved hands as a heavy rain began to pour down on me, and I woke up.
This one was odd. But it seemed to make sense to me, although the idea of putting on a Batman t-shirt and fighting injustice seems a little odd.
But I don't know. I still don't have all the answers. I wish I did, because these dreams keep getting more and more detailed, and more and more confusing.
But anywho...
I still miss Nathalie. We had a nice conversation on the phone the other day. I was too sick to go to work, and I knew she got off work at around 9, so I called her place at around 9 and asked her mom to get her to give me a call back, and she did, and we spoke for almost an hour and a half on the phone about stuff until I had to get some sleep before work the next day and she had to go to sleep as well.
We made plans for next tuesday though. It's still a week away, but I'm more than willing to wait that long to see her. She means that much to me.
=)
I don't know what else to ramble on about, but I think that's a good enough update for the time being.
Goodbye.
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