9:18 AM Ugh... You might be confused as to why I'm up so early, but for someone who can barely sleep this is sleeping in. Construction guys are still working. Which sucks. Still confined to my basement. Oh well, today won't suck terribly. I think I'm going out today anyways. Lip split, and its bleeding. Ugh. I wish I could sleep. I feel hollow. I think the lack of sleep is beginning to get to me. I want to sleep yet I'm not tired, I'm pale yet I'm not sick or anything, and I look like I'm dying yet I'm not even close to it. Being really bored and confined to my basement doesn't help either. John is going to Lindsey's today, but it doesn't bother me as much because I'm going out today too. Feel like the broken one, Over and over again. "Broken One" - Trivium 9:48 PM Well, I had a lot of fun tonight. The Wizard of Oz is triiiipy. School tomorrow though...which will suck. I forsee it. Don't feel quite so hollow anymore. I guess all it took was some time out of the house with a really good friend to make me realize that life isn't all bad. Hugs are the greatest thing when you're feeling down.