6:37 PM Wow. This week has been a total kick in the ass. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday were complete and utter crap. I realized Thursday that some people really suck. And that some things really aren't important. I realized that some people just aren't worth it, and that if you want things to go smoothly, sometimes you have to man up and take control of the situation. Thursday was my angry day of the week. Yesterday wasn't much better. Music Change: Out To Sea - Smile Empty Soul Yesterday I was still pretty angry, and had nothing to do all lunch, so I got food and ate it by myself. Wandered aimlessly around the school, thinking about stuff. Music Change: This Is War - Smile Empty Soul I went to Camp last night, with John, Jon, Mike, Tim and Frank to do some work up there, and Kevin came up this morning too. Moving bricks around and joking about stuff really took my mind off of everything, and it gave me the opportunity to clear my head. As usual, when I returned from Camp I felt pretty good, and clear-minded. Music Change: If You Want Peace... Prepare For War - Children of Bodom I have a lot I need to sort out. I'm an outcast on the path of rebound Everything is frail, I desolate, crush, and burn I have chosen darkness to be my guide War is in my heart, death is by my side "Warheart" - Children of Bodom Get up and fight, release your rage, come on and fight Standing straight faced, it is your fate, calling my name Calling me pain, and if you stay, you'll bite the scythe Waiting for you I want to just tell you If you want peace, prepare for war "If You Want Peace...Prepare For War" - Children of Bodom