these boys man... i tell ya always trying new ways to win you over .heh. fuckin wonderful cuz ive never been fooled so this is happy right now. just laughing over dumb things cute ass boys say cuz id never get with them but they dont know that so they try anyway. i like my men beuatiful and sad and lonesome and dark and mean but nice ya know? goddamn i havent even pretended to like someone in a long time. lifes kinda cool ya know? i camt wait for college and freedom and for me to stop pretending like im cute and bubbly.