Everyday, I just don't know. this is a game. this school but I know there's more, I've been there.... Happy Valley. too much to fathom so you lock down in insane intensity but all i want is someone to take a real look and hold of me. too much there but if you just tried you would never stay alive because when it ends the story has closure, it mends and bends to the way your life shouldn't be but it's changed and witnessed... wait he has, inside of me. and to him that's enough but I could care a little more, maybe less... agnostics, in this non-knowing I'll be blessed. I dont have the ignorance to say that I know, that I'm blind that I barely feel alive and it's worse and worse cause this gracefull attentiveness with all my content is a curse give me bleeding in and needing nothing fair tell me it isn't fair and they died they're gone give me something you wouldn't want me to know, your demons. I'll take them I just want ot feel again again...