this pain is caressing me making me want to lie here and not move im fading take me oh god bruises are aching so deep in me they bleed under my skin under the surface but the core is a whore ready to die and pain surrounds me and bounds me and my body and im screaming so silently it sonds like im breathing cuz truthfully i dont want saving i just want to watch the blood trickle down my wrists cuz now im good and done with this shit in almost two years