is it really possible to love someone thats abusive or are you just addicted? how can you tell... so many twists and turns and ive watched my friends wallow and then sink into themselves. what is so wrong with losing something bad? so bad that you lose sight of who you are? so you have nothing to kill you so everything's at ease and i've just decided to give up on what i'm trying to say... because really everyone knows. all the mindful half educated people know abuse. so i think that leroy's probably right, if a guy is telling me this, especially one that comes from such a good place, or so i think, what if i'm wrong because he just seems to be the good one. now, now now i'll write a different entry, i'm not feelin this one.