inside out

you said we're not done you bring the rain and everytime it pours we make love the way you hold me makes the air steam melencholy speaks to me in that whisper so softly and I'm shaking walking from that door into unkown, feeling sore trembling with my cigarette feels like the thing burning is inside my chest the air breathes icy revenge on my face and I'm filled with you to this day if i could just swallow your poison let it ride leave you before it's too late tonight inhale suicide but you've got this undeniable hold on me so i'v cut myself from you and now i'm bleeding staring at the bottom of my cup empty like the memories make you fade chemically shot for shot I'm staggering towards you if you really loved me you'd ignore me like i told you to but you cannot see you're my drug you can't redeam ecstasy but you're ruining me my love that acid's eating away my veins i'll have no place to hold my life i'll implode drowning the pressure too much to take devouring
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thanks jenna i appreciate it, your is god too (and kinda intense( by the way i added you to my freinds list accidentaly...sorry
yea birth was quite disturbing... though i kinda liked it. take care. thanks for the comment!
haha thats very kind of you thanks.
Thanks for the comment. Yeah I try to be honest to myself but sometimes it is so hard to do that.
[Anonymous]
wow my cousin's name it jenna....we were meant to meet!!
[Anonymous]
Thats really good