we separate in slow motion like
eddies pulling us apart
I can't explode the many things you
mean to me
your support/deameaning manner
are so confusing
you tell me thanks,
it was sweet
and you like the way my voice
sounds when I sing
but you tug and tug
and for some reason
I don't think you see me standing there
next to you
and you, without a care
the tides are lost in the incessant
unpredictability
and sometimes I feel something on your lips
that are worth the waiting
you hold me so tight and close like if you let go
your whole world will melt upon my feet
and sometimes I look in your eyes
and I think
god, he needs saving
but I'm done with the mysterious ones that dont know shit from roses
tired of their talking eyes
that dont shut up
tired of just falling in love
do you really like her?
I can't tell I know you did
and when you told me it hurt like hell
but I put that behind me
and we moved toward the shore
your eyes are smoldering and I want to pretend I don't want you anymore
it's so hard to let go
I heart a bunch of stuff.. it's all in my diary. and there isn't enough space in these comments for me to type it all..