when you leave a comment on my diary thats so nice please please leave your name!!! Man, the things I go through, I have so much comparatively... People have to work so hard for what they barely have. I wish I had faith and I wish I was a better person. I wish for whatever I don't have... and we all do but It's so hard it blows me away how selfish I am but then the things I do for people and I'm so mixed up, yes I want to help out more than I have been but where is the point when it becomes too much? I love this guy in every way but a physical one and yes he's attractive but i just like for all his other qualities.... I need to burn right now but words theyve said never leave me...