wow I wrote this so long ago... he tangles in what he knows never allows new experiences to let him grow when I glance in his eyes god I know he knows more than you or I and his sanctuary stares at him on the bottom of a cup and I'm falling in love for the loyalty and gentleness he brings bind me to new things understand him, to complete me but we all have our hearts kept up safe never show it's face never know the disgrace he's had, never know but I want to, he wont let you in wont keep you near let you go if you share the same air we all do he'll let me go... too close he's gonna love me more This should've been it but instead I am forced to feel dead play with another's emotions feel the weight of truly being lonesome trouble me when the evening dreams of drowning itself in expensive red wine move me a little closer from time to time I love you say you're mine but I'd fuck you over too it's better this way, you always knew, my imagination want to kill fate, he brought you my everything and now it wont let me leave I pull, and forget, I'm still not home yet how can you speak with hesitation in your voice when i was your only choice worth loving longer I wish you would if only now but you never understood