give me something god, just give me deepness give me something to hold on to I'm tired of laughing I just want to cry just want to bury these memories and hide inside this whole where I'm dizzy and tired of letting go can't I keep you for once just for fun Keep you and not fall in love but the pain is seeping into my bones and I'm so cold everything is all the same they're all supposed to be different but i see clones I see desperation they don't know what they want but I'm too tired to help you too alone to understand what's socially acceptable yeah i really want to be different but i can't it's all been done now i'm done in you can't understand this contented agony of being and understanding what goes on around me feeling faulty