you retract your breath i can't feel you yet it's too deep i sit wild scraping my knees so i can't stand can't walk that distance to where you're my man but we generate heat and in all my heart in my lungs i can't breath pressure building no release the drugs just eat and eat and eat you cannot go back you're so lost your memories flat inhale you squirm notice me.. that i scream faking you are my ecstasy in hellish moments for you i phene like drugs they teer, it burns and i promise not to hear but your'e convincing with your awesome power and your extensive reach just slap me I promise not to scream the blows are mellow i can't feel you you see red and i see yellow the sun bursting in my eyes but I hide in shadows you cloak in lies so separate me pull it apart mend secretly behind my back like it's your art pretend you're still this way i'll cradle you till it goes away