So my friend has this boy, let's call him Fred... he's eh? to say the least, she can't break up with him, let's pretend she has a big heart and doesn't like to hurt people. Fred has some good qualities... but my friend met Ryan who is NOT her type but rocks her world and turns me upside down and how do I deal, what to choose I know what to choose... but I'm afraid to get hurt... I haven't felt like this in quite a while, it's a shock to my system. I'll close off, do I want to hurt him? damn. I'm my friend. I've made love to writers block and now he won't leave me alone... I can't shake him. Oh well, I don't care. I'm happy. Feeling kinda frisky like I want to sit in the jacuzzi and make a mad dash for the freezing ass pool. Ye-ya!!