time crawls leaving me in it's sick and twisted stead i'm so angry so lost all i see is red eating and eating you up not the cancer but the lack of love if i gave you this and told you you have my heart would you care could you feel it there in the corner where you shed your pain and you can't evolve can't stay sane stuck and lost out of love if i held you it'd still be so cold your lips your hands being the man never too warm and i feel the burn, like ice too cold the burn from an internal urge to leave exsistence lost everything relative your heart to mine appreciate living i wish i could give you nine lives