Everyone has their "Haha, I've got the 'i have to pee' feeling! But I don't actualy have to pee" entry. So I figure hell, it's better than the "blah" or "tired" feeling I have a lot. Anyway, I just want to hope Amanda the best, and tell her that I'm praying that she doesn't have Shy-Grangers. Yeah, that's right. Some random kid on the internet is praying for your health. And if I died all you would do is go "Heh, I knew that guy". I'll bet you're feeling awfuly guilty right about now. Anyway, while I'm doin' all mah shout outs to mah peepz, I'ma have to yell at George for going out with Alanna, then lying to me, and telling me that he actualy doesn't like her. Grrr, that back-stabbing, two-timing, no-good imaginary friend. tking little fuctard. Does my diary take a long time to load? Aparently it does for Scott. I have no idea why. If it does for anyone else, let me know, and I'll try to fix it. If only Scott finds it slow, then we can all gather around and laugh at his messed computer. (jk) Oh! And I've got a 53 year old ex-psycho gay male telling me "That's a handsome picture of you after your boxers'd been nicked". How freakin' awesome is that?! btw, the pic in question is...THIS ONE! Building of the number fifty-three, Eminem has a music vid for Mocking Bird. So I went to look at it, and I saw a new 50 cent song called "Candy shop". Now, I never really like 50 cent all that much. He's got a few good songs, and he's got a cool style, and I LOVE that he got shot 9 times (I want to get shot 9 times. If anyone wants to let out any frustration, I'm right here!) But I just find him anoying most of the time. I can tollerate him if he's talking violence and stuff, but when it becomes "mainstream" (sex and stuff) then I just CAN NOT stand it. We all know that drugs and violence are much better than sex, eh? Or not. Whatever. Acording to my cousin, I like "angry music", and angry music generaly has lots of violence in it. But you can't really go by what my cousin says. She says I'm impersonal too. Pfft, me? Impersonal? Ha. Oh, right, 50 cent's song. k, well, I hadn't heard of a song called "Candy Shop" by 50 cent before, so I figure "Hey, maybe a song with a 'gay' name like that, will have lots and lots of violence in it! =)" Oh-ho boy was I wrong. I enjoyed it though. T'was a damn good laugh.

[50 Cent] I'll take you to the candy shop I'll let you lick the lollypop Go 'head girl don't you stop Keep going 'til you hit the spot [Olivia] I'll take you to the candy shop Boy one taste of what I got I'll have you spending all you got Keep going 'til you hit the spot

Really fucking anoying to listen to, but listening to 50 cent saying that...Priceless. Speaking of lyrics, I was going through a bunch of old Eminem songs I used to listen to. Sadly, I don't listen to him much anymore. And his new album wasn't all that angry :( Like Toy Soldiers was probably about as violent as it got. Now he's just trying TOO hard to be funny. He's a damn good lyricist at whatever kind of music he tries at, but c'mon, he does a whole verse on "Let's ask Dr. Dre. Dr. Dre, is it gay...." and he goes on and on about "Hypotheticaly speaking, would it be gay if I did this, or that..." I was laughing my ass off at "ass like that" (An uber-fucked up song if you've never heard it) I was crying through "Like toy soldiers". And...Yeah. It was a good album in that it didn't mention pimping even once. It was a bad album in that THERE WAS NO ANGRYNESS! BLAH So yeah, anyway, I was listening to "Nail in the Coffin", which I heard on "Cradle 2 the Grave", two days after I had heard it the first time. Man, I have so many memories attached to certain songs...Anyway, I heard this line, and I remembered trying to fit it in my msn name once, but of course it wouldn't fit. So now I have an online diary. With a damn big MySQL database. I can fit it into here! =D

If you was really sellin' coke, Well then, what the fuck you stop for, dummy? If you slew some crack, You'd make a lot more money than you do from rap!

I love that. So true. Eminem is the lyrical master. *goes off to gawk at Eminem like every other kid trying to be popular* But hey, some things become popular because they're good. Eminem is one of those things. You can distinguish him from pretty much ANY other rapper. He's damn good with lyrics. He can freestyle good (always a good thing in a rapper =P) (And no, I'm not talking about his role in 8 mile) He talks as different people in his song. You don't see too many rappers having conversations with themselves in their songs. He finds something, and he obsesses over it in his songs (Mom, ex-wife, daughter, Dr. Dre, etc) He's funny. He's not all full of himself in his songs. He's got his flaws too, but the media has forced the thoughts of those flaws from my mind. Hmmm, how many of you use bit torrent (bt). If you don't you're a n00b. I'm only saying that so I'll feel 1337. Anyway, bt is a p2p program originaly designed to transfer large files, such as linux distros, between users, thus UBER-reducing the strain of the server. I'm not going to go into how it works or anything, but the point is that people have gotten the great idea to use bt for illigal file sharing too. Well, one of the tracker sites is www.thepiratebay.org. They are located in Sweeden, thus US laws don't apply there. They have a page with all their threats from Dreamworks, MCAA, etc, and the replys they sent them. Since they're in sweeden, the U.S. companies can't do anything. http://static.thepiratebay.org/legal/ I was both, amused, and disguisted at these. I hate it when people get all mad at the MCAA, etc, for suing people for sharing music and stuff. "Fuck the MCAA! Free music!" etc. Like wtf. "Fuck the goverment! We don't want to pay welfare!" You may not want to pay welfare, and you'll be saving a lot of money if you don't, but what about the people who get the welfare money? What'll they do without welfare? You can kind of compare that to music. But really, wtf. That's like getting mad at the cops for arresting you for trading stollen marijuana. (Marijuana is legal in Ontario. To an extent of course) Except that the MCAA can't be like "Fuck you" and shoot you, fish the stolen music out from your pocket, and listen to it on their way back to the station. It just pisses me off so much to see people getting mad at companies who try to shut down file sharing sites/programs. It's so fucking stupid. I just...Just...Blah. I want my Hecate 2! T_T Hmmm. I don't go on msn as much as I used to, ever since my computer crashed. Wow, it's hard to believe it's only been a little over a week since that happened. Feels like it's been a month at least. Man, my life just fell apart when that happened. This is what's happened to me since Valentine's day (I havn't gotten much better since the day my comp crashed): I am now UBER-sleep deprived. I don't eat much. I've barely had anything good to eat since Valentine's day...I'm finishing that container of icing from my last entry, right now. I'm coughing a lot. My nose is bleeding a lot...Again. Today my dad noticed I had a gray hair. Scary. And scariest of all: I've lost interest in math! So yeah. Fuckin' virus. Totaly fucked me over. Oh, and sorry to Justine for leaving, and not comming back on AIM earlier today. Wow, it's 1:23am. I guess techincaly "yesterday". I went to eat supper, then I went outside to work on my snow fort. It's so damn awesome. I shoveled all the snow from the driveway and lawn all into a massive pile. Uh, hmmm, I'm gonna estimate it's about 10' x 15' x 5'. (It doesn't seem like very big until you're standing beside it. =P) I dunno, it might be bigger. I don't know. Anyway, I turnneled it out, and it's awesome. I'm still not done, but it's cool anyway. There's an entrance, and it turns into the main chamber thing. Like an igloo, with a twisted doorway. It's all dark, and looks so awesome with a flashlight. You can climb up it onto the roof and stuff too. Hop around all you want, it's damn thick. I make massive things like this every year. Last year I tried to do a backflip off it (In full snow gear too) with my dad spotting me. Heh heh, I didn't jump backwards far enough, so I ended up getting half way around, then smashing my head onto the top of fort, then bouncing down about 4 feet on my head, then, just falling back, and sliding the other 2 feet to the ground. It was so awesome! I just lay there like "Wow, that was fucking awesome." My dad didn't share my thoughts. "You're never doing that again." So now I want Matt to come over before the snow melts, so I can roll over his arm a couple times to get used to doing a backflip off the fort. I trust Matt =) I did it on the ground over his arm. It's fucking scary on the ground. It's one thing to do it on the trampoline. I mean, you can do it no problem on the trampoline. You're just bouncing along with your friend, and you just do a backflip out of no where, and scare the crap out of your friend...You know, fun stuff. But when you're standing on the ground trying to psych yourself up enough to do a backflip, it's just not the same. Once i do it a couple times I know I'll be able to just run up the wall and do a backflip, matrix style, then I can go back to whatever gym my mom put me in for 8 weeks when I was 5, and go up to the teacher and go "Ha! I learned to do a backflip! No thanks to your hour of warm-ups." *stick tongue out* *shows her backflip* *pulls thigh muscle* *starts crying in pain* *teacher just stands there shaking her head* So yeah, I have a kick-ass, half-finished snowfort, and the ability to do lots of tricks with a backflip on the trampoline. Yay me. Oh! Last night I was going through my e-mail folders, and I came across the "drafts" folder. Wow, there's some awesome stuff in there. I wish I had documented more stuff like it. Here's a quiz I did two years ago. btw, there's smilies in here too, but hotmail turned them into images, and I'm too lazy to go through and find them. (You may notice my writing/talking/opinions have changed slightly over the years)

SIMPLE QUESTIONS: 1. Full name: Robert David Toyota 2. Nicknames: Robbie, Bobert...oh ya, there's an anoying little 5 yearold across the street...he calls me Robin, no matter how many times I correct him. 3. Eyes: Brown...I think 4. Height: I havn't measured myself in a long long time...I'm hoping I"m over 5 feet 5. Hair: BLACK...not brown...black...:| 6. Siblings: Anoying little brats who break my headphones :@ 7. Do u like to sing in the shower? sing? as in open my mouth and talk...HA! 8. Do u like to sing? No, and I don't think other people like it when I sing either. 9. Birthday: May 1 1990 10. Sign: pff, I don't pay attention to that crap...so I have no idea 11. Address: 8250, pheasant run, mississauga, ontario, Canada...feel free to mail me bombs 12. Sex: Well Darcy says the scientists are still trying to figure it out, but I beleive I"m male. 13. Righty or Lefty: I can use the mouse with both hands :D...Oh, you mean what's my dominant hand...uhh, Righy 14. What do you want in a relationship most? Depends who's relationship is...if it's on a soap opera, then I want there to be lots of conflict, then those big blonde guys will start beating the crap out of each other...then the third guy (the guy who amazing came out of the coma after getting shoved off a bridge by brandon) comes along with a shotgun and kills the two guys, then he gets the girl and then....uhh....what was the question again 15.Have you ever cheated?: in a relationship, no. academicaly...uhh...I'd rather not say..Amdec will send in their specially trained attack monkeys to kill me. jk FAVOURITES: 16. Person: Deanna 17. Place: In front of my computer...duh (great, now it sounds like I expect this survey to hear me, and change the question ) 18. Subject: math 19. Movie: I've got lots of favorites, I can't really choose. But em' put "thirteen" as her favorite movie. and I like that movie, so I'll put "thriteen" too. 20. Song: I love all 15 gbs of my songs :D 21. Website: I don't visit very many websites...I mostly just make them...then they get me sued by my school 22. TV Show: I don't watch tv...it distracts me from the computer...evil TV ;) 23. Food? Drink?: subway, and large sacks of sugar. and I ilke to drink pop...pop is always good, especially since I don't drink coffee (coffee is so bad for you, tsk tsk) 24. Number: umm...it's a tie between zero, and one 25. Cartoon: I dunno...undergrads maybe....Gimpy rocks ^_^ (did you know that one person does the voice of all four 'main' guys on the show? yes, I do read the credits...that's what they're there for ) 26. Disney Character: Tigger, ...or maybe someone else...I don't know, I"m not good at remember tv shows 27. Colour: black (yes, I can choose black, don't give me "it's not a real colour" or "it's a shade" or even "black is simply the absence of colour" *rolls eyes*) 28.Type of Shoes: I don't really pay attention to shoes. I've got a pair of airwalks that have lasted me a couple of years, so I guess airwalk. 29. Month: Winter months LOVE LIFE ETC: 30. Do you plan on having kids? well it all depends...if the kid turns out like me, then I'd say yes...actually no. he gets in trouble with his school...never leaves his computer...never helps me cary heavy stuff down the stairs...asks for a computer, only to overclock it, and melt the motherboard...hmmm, I don't like children anymore. 31. How old do you wanna be when you are married? marrage...big word... 'no rob, it's only 2 sylables' 32. Who do you want to marry? marry...another big word 33. Where do you want to live? Anywhere in Canada. Canada rules :D...or Japan...Japan is cool too 34.Would you have kids before marriage: no. 35. Do u have a b/f or g/f: Yes 36. Who? Deanna 37. Do you have a crush: umm, I have a squash 38. Who? well, promise you won't laugh? I named it Jimmy. (most people laugh when I tell them I named my vegetable) THIS OR THAT: 39.DQ/Pizza Hut: whichever one will give me a happy meal with chicken nuggets ^_^ 40. Green/Blue: well, if you blend them both together, it kinda makes black...so I would say both 41. Pink/Purple: purple is close to black...plus purple is cool 42. Summer/Winter: Winter! 43. Night/Day: night! 44. Hangin Out/Chillin: it's Canada, you know, the great white north...we're supposed to be Chillin' up here 45. Dopey/Funny: funny 46. You know I'm around when you hear: umm, I don't talk... where's 47? 48. Where'd you go on your first "date": aw damn >_< 49. What's a major turn on for you? Power switches...those usually get the job done (they get things turned on I mean ) 50. How far would you go on a FIRST date? not very. FRIENDS: ew, the questions are spelt LiKe ThIs...*cough*n00b*cough* 51. MosT blond: I have friends? O.o 52. NiCeSt: friends!? 53. FuNnIeSt: hey, I had a dream I had friends last night... 54. TaLLeSt: Sure I've got lots of online friends... 55. BeSt pErSoNaLiTy: ...but do those really count? 56. Which 4 people do you trust and are open with the most? wow...me having friends...now that's a strange though 57. What do you think of soul mates? (just so you know, the answer I put have absolutly nothing to do with the actual question.) 58. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf?: uhh, one of my friends who sent me this a long time ago gave a really long and detailed answer to this question...but I do not have the patience to try and remember what she put...so I just say "meh" Shouldn't this go in the "love life etc" section? 59. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? well, my computer wouldn't start up a little while ago, I thought I had broken it....after a while I figured out that the lights didn't work (I like to sit in the dark)...so I figured I had blown a fuse. turns out I had simply kicked the power bar that I plug my lights, computer, and everything else into..that power bar can't be very safe, I've got EVERYTHING plugged into it, I even had to plug in extra power bars into it to fit into it...don't tell my parents...that'll get me blamed if the house somehow burned down due to bad electrical wiring 60. What's something about guys/girls you don't get: umm, I don't know, I pretty much understand everything I want to understand (which isn't very much ) 61. Why?: Why not? ---well, some people I don't care...but that's not true. Anyway, I don't know 62. What's an object you can't live without? Quite frankly, if you don't know yet, you obviously havn't talked to me for more than 10 seconds (the answer if the computer just incase you don't know) 63. Love or Lust: Love - lust bugs me 63. Silver or Gold?: uhh, silver. No one ever wants to steal silver, only gold nononono, sixty-FOUR, comes after sixty-three 63. Sunset or sunrise: depends. I like sunset because it means it will be nightime very soon (yay) but sunrise is awsome too. It means you haev survived an all nighter :D (for me anyway. I've only waken up before dawn like 10 times in my life hehe) I just told you...64 comes after 63...not 63 64.Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Nope...but I sleep with a stuffed laptop ^_^ (jk) there ya' go! now that wasn't to hard to put a four instead of a three now was it? 65.Do you have any piercings: nope 66. What colour underpants are you wearing right now? pants? what pants? I don't wear pants. and besides, what idiot where's pants under patns anyway :S 67.What song are u listening to right now? Um, "eminem - still don't give a fuck" (yes, he made a sequal to "just don't give a fuck") 68.What's the last four digits of your phone: 4281...I think...I never use the phone anyway, so it dosent' really matter. 68 1/2: Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? umm, I don't really wanna think about "going" anywhere until I get a laptop ;) 68 1/2? no, no, you only put "1/2" questions if they relate to the first "non-half" question. question should go under "love life etc"... 89.Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? probalby with the person I marry (here we go with the big words again) Don't worry, you were only off by 20 this time... 70. First thing you notice about the opposite sex: umm, I don't know, when I look away from my computer, I imediatly go through computer withdrawl. so I don't really remember that I notice first. 71-72... 73.Favourite sport?: hmm, I guess typing isn't a sport...and neither is competing in counter-strike tournaments...hmm, I guess hockey. *go Canada :D* 74. What makes you happy? umm, just about everything...which usually gets really anoying. 75. Next c.d: I really really really wanna buy some eminem, linkin park, three days grace, evanescence, cds. but if my parents find them, they'll take away my computer (where else would I learn about music, I don't spend time anywhere else). plus, I wouldn't have any use for the cds. I don't even own a cd player : 76. Next purchase in general: I dunno, probably another computer. MORE STUFF: 77. What's the best advice given to you? "You should ask Deanna out" - Andrea......Oh ya, eminem gives good advise too. 78. Have you ever won any special awards? yep, and to make it even specialer, I won it at the special olympics :D jk 79. What are your future goals? To get in the credits of a popular game as "lead programer" :). oh ya, and I wanna get shot...such pathetic goals, but it's what I live for ^_^ 80.Worst sickness u ever had? influenza, I couldn't get out of bed to go to my computer :'( 81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better? FUNNY! funny movies are the best :D I don't like scary movies...I always end up screaming like a little girl...then I get thrown out of the theatre 82. On the phone or in person? uhhhh... 83. MSN or phone? I hate phones, so msn :D 84. What song seems to reflect you the most? I don't know, probably some Linkin Park song. 85.If u died tomorrow who would u leave everything to? uhh, I own a computer...that's about it. So I guess I would give my computer to matt. Oh! I also own a watch...I guess matt can have that too, although I doubt he'll want it. I found out it's a woman's watch...oh well, as long as it tell the time, I don't care if it's pink with little yellow flowers on it. 86.Do you have any enemies? People like to "have fun with me"...but I know they don't hate me...right? 87. Would you rather be rich or famous? well, let's think about this logicaly. What can you get from being famous? uhh, tons of crap. Now what can you get from being rich (and not be famous) lots of things good, and few things bad :D 88. Would you rather have love or money? love! pff, screw the money. Shouldn't 86-88 be up in the "this or that" section? 89. What time is it in Albania now? (around) 3:52 90.Have you ever been in love? giant word 91.Ever met Santa? Yep, I was at a mall, and santa was in the corner talking to a bunch of little kids (or elves...can never be sure of who's who)...so I went over and told him to get out of my spot...then I called him back, and told him to tell the kids to stop trying to sit on my lap. 92. Do you believe in the Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy, or Santa Clause? uhh, hmm, a bunny with eggs...why would a bunny have eggs, and where would it get them?...a fairy that could easily just take the tooth from under the pillow without leaving you money, yet decides to give you a dollar...you know, just so you have enough money to book an apointment with a physchiatrist to talk about the phsycological damage of losing a tooth. What a nice fairy :) Now Santa...Santa is cool...he gave me presents even though I don't have a chimney :D I guess he felt guilty about taking my spot in the mall. 93. When did you last talk to the person that you like? yesterday (technicaly it's friday morning right now...) 94. Last time you saw them? monday. (them? didn't it just ask when the last time you talked to the PERSON? notice PERSON...not PEOPLE...) 95. Do you have any pets? nope 96. Last time you were depressed: Earlier tonight---I mean this morning. 97. Are you an alcoholic? currently? no...havn't picked up the bottle since I was 5 98. Who was the last person u talked to on the phone? Jes...when she invited me to girl's night out stupid msn..making me use the phone...FOR THE SECOND TIME THIS YEAR...that's two times to many :| 99. Who sent this to you? Emily 100. What do u think of this person? "well, i've never met her, but i hope i will next friday!!!!!" - emily....ya, same thing to you em' ^_^

Actualy, reading through this, this isn't too old. I remember the "girls night out" thing was about a year ago. Man, that was awesome. Sort of. k, Deanna and Jessie go to a youth group every sunday night. There's usualy three or four other girls there. No guys ever show up, so they nicknamed it "girls night out". "Hey Rob, wanna go to girl's night out?" How's that supposed ot make me feel? On one hand "Yay! I get to spend time with Deanna." On the other hand "Should I be offended that they think I might enjoy girl's night out?" On the perverted hand "Whoohoo, I'm gonna be surrounded by girls all night." It wasn't too bad actualy. The leader was really sympathetic towards me, and let me sit out for most of it. They made cookies, attempted to get make a human pyramid, played a marshmallow game where Deanna got marshmallows in her hair (She's disliked marshmallows ever since) sat around and read a book thingy, and played a game. The only thing I contributed towards was the game, and the devouring of cookies. Man, we could have been having awesome outings like this all summer, but nooo, I just had to go and fuck it all up. --Which is a story for another entry. Namely the one on January 8th. I think it's the 8th. Whatever. No one's going to go look anyway. Speaking of getting in trouble, I got expelled from my online school last year, about a week after new-years, for creating a website with student information on it. I gave all the students access to the site to edit it for themselves, and one of them (David Baron) edited one of my news entries, and signed it "Robbie the Nazi". I asked a bunch of students to fill out a form, and put the information on the site, and about 20 of them did. Anyway, I wrote a couple apoligy/situation update e-mails to the students who were listed on the site. Here is the first one I wrote. (I don't have the others. I wsih I did.) Oh, and before I show you the e-mail, I should explain that the only way I got caught was 'cause a kid named Oliver was at a "cafe chat", or a chat where you can talk with other students at AMDEC (my online school). It is monitored by a teacher. Usualy the only chating you can do is during "class chats" with your teacher, where you go in, ask him/her your question, then leave the chat. Anyway, I think that's enough information for you to understand the e-mail. (It's the story of what happened)

Hey, I'm emailing you all, because I took oliver's idea, and decided to apoligize to you all. (I'm not good at coming up with my own ideas...only dumb ones like making a website lol) anyway, here's the story so far: One night (I think someone put large amounts of alchohol in my apple cider)I got the idea to make a site where students can learn more about students...Don't tell amdec, but I still have the forms on my computer, so if u need someone who's doing grd 10 science, I can look through the forms and see if I can find someone doing grd 10 science to help you...if u need help with grd 9 english...well u get the picture. anyway, back to the story. so I made the site, and asked people to fill out forms, so I can put their info up. so I had it all running nicely...and then, on the morning of january 21, 2004, things took a turn for the worse... It was an avrage Canadian morning, large amounts of snow on the ground, -30 celcius, beavers driving moose-drawn-carages were out and about our busy streets. anyway, on that fateful morning, Oliver Banyard decided to log into first class, and visit the cafe for a nice little chat. But little did he know, that someone would go on about something stupid, and then there would be silence. We all know how dangerous silence is...esepcialy with your parents when u get in trouble. So Oliver decides to make convesation and says "hey has anyone been to robbie's new amdec site" so of course there were the usualy "oh ya, I know robbie, he's cool" and "pfff I'm way better than robbi---oh, you mean robbie toyota, ya he's the best". Mean while Mr. Cragie sat there saying nothing (my name must have brought back the horrible memorys of all the stupid questions I asked him, and he was in shock) So everyone assumed he had missed seeing the link. However, later that morning, Robbie's nice little sleep in time was interupted by the sound of "robbie! robbie! wake up. The principal jsut called about a website...did u call urself robbie the nazi?" so of course, my first thought was "I'm gonna kill david for that one" my second thought was "oh, I remember last night I told Joe if I got caught I would be screwed...jk :P...well now I can say that I really am screwed." Then my mom inerupted me and my thoughts and said "THe principal wants u to take the site down" so I got up, turned on my computer...swearing the whole time (in my head of course...It sucks to have to eat a bar of soap so early in the morning) then I deleted the site. So then, I called the principal, expaling some stuf, and saying I'm sorry...She stil sounded mad...even when I did those little bambi eyes...oh, maybe she didn't see it 'cause it was over the phone...damn, I knew I should of bought a webcam *note to all students...buy a webcam for situations where u may need to use bambi eyes to make the principal not as mad* Then I got on msn ASAP telling students what happened. Then my mom came down a little while later and said the principal was gonna call the people listed on the site...so of course I got online to give people the heads up...I got to most of you before you got "the call" as it's now called. Hehe, I've got some pretty funny stories about this...at the bottom of the email So anyway, I told most of you that you may get in trouble...most of you were pretty supportive (thanks guys) and those who were mad...eventually got over it when they learned they only got a warning. (which is good, because for a while Corie was one of the few people mad at me...and she's one of the only people who knows where I live (two doors down) at least she's not mad anymore :D *unlocks doors and windows, and tells guard dogs they can go home*) So as the day got longer, the principal was calling my mom giving her updates. So then she told me I was expeled...then they changed their minds and said I was only suspended...but they keep changing their minds...so they said they'll let me know by monday. But I made a big apoligy/explanation email and sent it to them tonight, so that should help a bit. I hope (please don't tell other students or your parents that I may get da boot in da pants...I don't want this to get to big...and besides, ur parents will think think worse of me...since I already got u guys in trouble for the site, it'll make me look worse if I get thrown out, and I won't be able to show my face at stratford for fear of getting killed by an angry mother) So anyway, that's my sad story, I never knew how much people liked me until I told them they may be in trouble, and they still suported me *wipes tear from eye* it's beautiful. I just hope you do the same to Oliver, (the one who posted the link in cafe chat) he didn't think it would get this bad...he didn't think it'd get bad at all. so please don't be mad at him, remember I'm the one who made the site Anyway, on the storys :D actually there's only 3...but I want to give the illusion that this is a realy long apoligy letter. Ok, first there's Joe snyder, probably one of the most supportive people. He monitered the phone calls, his parents emails...everything, just so that he could explain about the site first lol. It gave me the impression of a cop in those cool swat vans who have the big satalite on the top of it, that sit out at the front of someone's house (talk about inconspicuos) and they've got all that equipment "hold him on the line for 10 more seconds and we can trace the call...4...3...2...damn, he hung up" (GET CALL DISPLAY YOU IDIOT) which brings me over to gracie: I told Gracie just in the nick of time. I told her, then her phone rang, she looked at the call display, and say "amdec"...so he mom was calling to her, tell her to pick up the phone...so gracie says something like..."NOOOO ITS THE PRINCIPAL--I DID SOMETHING" then her mom goes "WHAT THE"...and then she picked it up, had a talk with the principle, and then she says "so what did you do?" hehe And then there was one kid in particular (this is a good idea becaus most of you have dialup...I feel sorry for you people without dsl...seriously, I feel sad for you. Not in a mean way of course) He is on dial up, so he decided to stay on the whole day so that he wouldn't get "the call" lol. So anyway, I just thought I should let you know that I feel really bad because you all got in trouble for MY website. And I feel extra bad for oliver because he feels bad for being responsible for getting you all in trouble, so maybe u should send him a message saying you forgive him or something. Special thanks for suport and stuff to: Joe, Carly, Aaron, Emily, Miranda and paul (and their mom :D), Lisa, David, Deanna (even though she's not in amdec, she tried to calm down some of the people who were mad lol) Natalie, Lauren, Joanna, Joanna's brother (uhh, Jon I think, sorry I don't remember your name :$) and Oliver (he was nice about the whole thing...not like HAHAHA! I BUSTED YA' SUCKA'! he was really apoligetic, and took responsibility for his actions, and all that good stuff ^_^) Remember, don't be mad at Oliver....and uhh...try not to be to mean to me :p Thanks, and I'm sorry - Robbie

Man, my apoligy letter writing has really gone down the tubes this past year. Now when Akiko blocks me, my apoligy e-mail is

I''m sorry! It's all Mike's fault! Please unblock me. =)

Heh, it's no wonder she blocks me so often. Oh! And my parents leave for two weeks for Cuba on Sunday! Which means I'm left in charge of my little brothers. And they got Richard to baby sit! Richard is just a guy who comes home late, and leaves early. He doesn't bother us, and we don't bother him. Don't get me wrong, it's not like he's a scary ignoring guy, it's just he gives us our space. I love him so much. This would be the perfect chance for a house party. But a few entries ago, I explained why I can't do that. However, that means no Church, no Gym day, no skating. NUUUUU But guess what. Deanna's mom is going to drive me and two of my brothers to skating, and gymday. w00t! Except for the part where Deanna's mom hates me, and I'm probably going to get glared at a lot... But still, FUCKING YAY! Yeah, anyway... Wow, I just noticed my google ads are "Is He a Narcissist?" and "Mental Health Resource" wtf does that have to do with my diary entries?! *shifty eyes* k, I'm done. Congrats on making it this far. (Wow, 6.2 thousand words. Why can I never write this many words on my essays?) Days left 'till Val's birthday: 34 days Days left 'till Deanna goes back to work: 35 days. Edit 02/24/05----------------------------- Okay, I was reading through my assesment for one of my computer science modules, and I was getting ready to come on here, and rant on about how fucking useless pseudo code is for a 100 line program, and how I don't need to write a fucking external document, and...Just...Blah. (My computer science is actualy about programing. Unlike most other courses that call themselves "computer science") So anyway, this course is really anoying, in that you have to create pseudo code, external documentation, and stuff, for little tiny programs. (I've been programing for a few years. I know that all this stuff is useful on large, thousand line programs, etc, but I looked thorugh the course, and there's no need for this stuff in the course. I guess it's useful to learn and stuff, but most people who take this course are idiots, who are never going to actualy use this stuff in real life.) Blah, so anyway, I was going to write about how I'd get like 98% on this course if it was just the programing aspect. But no. You have to document everything. Grrr. It's like being a cop. You have to write a report for every little thing. Sucks so much. But then again, you get to cary a gun! =D It's just like that. You have to document everything. But hey, you get to have fun with your programing skills, and actualy get a highschool credit! "I can't believe they pay me to do this!" Anyway, this is my mark:

Knowledge and Understanding : Level 4- Thinking: Level 3+ Communication : Level 4- Application: Level 4-

Man I love this course. I love problem solving. I could just eat it up! But I won't. I don't even know why I wrote this edit. Just...Just go sign the penguin petition! Oh, and the Naruto petition. Just put your name. You won't get in trouble. =) Oh, Mike just said the funniest thing. He's listening to old people tlak on GTA radio. "Man, old people are so perverted. Can you imagine us at 80? O_O" Oh, and I think I figured out why it takes forever for this page to load. It's like 250 kbs. If I recal correctly, dialup downloads at 1 kb/s So yeah, may take a while. And holy crap, I've got like 125 kbs of text in these last 10 entries. Awesomeness. End Edit-----------------------------