Yay! So T called the other night and he was like what are you doing and i was like i'm on MSN, and he's like ok so he goes on MSN, and we're like talking or whatever and he goes like "So when am i gonna see u" and i'm being all cool and whatever so i'm like "oh, i don't know..." And he keeps telling me how he wants to see me and shit so finally i'm like ok, how about next week? And he's like ok Monday imma take you out to dinner. So i go like ok cool ttyl and he's like ya bye or whatever. So yea now i'm all excited and shit. Like i haven't been excited about a date in a fucking long time and it feels cool because it's like you're all nervous with the butterflies and everything, but at the same time you're all happy and excited. neways he better take me somewhere nice. No but i kinda like this guy i mean he's really sweet and adorable, it's just he's a drug addict so he acts a bit whatever sometimes, like sometimes he'll say something that doesn't really make sense, but he snaps out of it. Plus like i kinda have this problem with, like, getting close to people, like not just physically like sexually, but mainly like, emotionally, you know? And i think he gets that so he's pretty patient with me, which is cool. There's no way i'm gonna sleep with him, though, just because he bought me a dinner, if That's what he's thinking, that little rat... But no cause like this guy's a player... He must be fucking like 10 girls, plus he has this serious girlfriend. This might sound weird but it's kindof a relief that he has all these other girls and he's getting some from someplace else, because seriously it's gonna take me a fucking long time before i let a guy inside my miss sixtys lol. So it takes alot of the pressure off, plus i'm not really worried about other girls, i mean, i know how to stay number 1 on a guy's list. Ok maybe number 2, after his girlfriend lol. And i dunno for some reason alot of girls are kinda stupid when it comes to that kind of stuff. Anyways i just can't wait to see him because i really really love snuggling with him, and kissing and stuff, it's the best...