V and i were talking yesterday about how sad we've both been getting lately and we concluded that it's because of weed. It's really the only thing it could be. So i really wanna stop because i really don't need extra sadness in my life it feels like shit for nothing. Things are going good for me i don't know why i should be crying all the time. Anywho it's friday and a bunch of movies are coming out today. Me & V both have movie gift certificates so i wanna go see lucky number sleven tonight. It looks amazing. Oh and yesterday while shopping i saw my good friend's cousin that i once fooled around with while drunk. For sure he saw me but i didn't say hi cause he was with a girl, so... Ok ok i know i'm boring... look i'm going to purposefully go out and find some guys this weekend JUST so that i can have something interesting to write in this damn thing. Besides it's been so long since i've been kissed i'm starting to forget how.