It's fucking impossible to get a job. NOBODY has called me of the 20 places that i applied at. But on the bright side i have that coffee shop job CCGs boss offered me. It's only part time though. And now today V called me and she says i can work at her subway part time, and start tomorrow.... the only thing is it's on the other side of town. An hour to get there for sure. So i guess it's not impossible. The only way to get a job is through friends. Or maybe just for me. So i'm not giving up though. I saw a help wanted sign at this pool hall for a receptionist. And they only hire pretty girls there so i'm a shoe-in. Actually now that i think of it this guy i met on thursday works at mike's downtown and he says i could easilly get a waitress job there.... So i Do have some options. Ok so that's not so bad. I just have to get out of my pyjamas and go out. I wonder what the weather's like... arg i don't feel like it. i just want to bum around today. I spent the Whole day yesterday walking around, in heels, with CCG in some neighborhood looking for apartments for rent. We found like 1 thing. Oh yea actually we have an appointment to see that today. It's 640$ a month, but it's in a sketchy part of town so i'm not too sure about it. Anyway by the end of the day it wasn't so warm anymore and my feet were KILLING me. And now today i wanna go get my eyebrows done at this place where they do it with thread, and it hurts alot but only for like 5 minutes. I REALLY need it. It's been over a month now since the last time. God but even That is at the other side of town. sigh... My life would be So much easier if i had a car. Or at least a boyfriend with a car. I was dreaming about AH ALL NIGHT last night. i guess i'm not completely over him. Fuck this is hard. Please tell me things'll get better. Summer's coming, they'll be lots of new guys, i can wear miniskirts everyday, go to the pool, even the so called "beach" we have here in Montreal. Oh shit i need a new bikini. i better get that quick before they run out of the one i want. Ok so i guess i better get ready and go before it's too late to do anything.