i'm working like 42 hours a week. I am slowly dying. i'm always tired, my joints hurt, i'm making the stupidest mistakes with the cash because i'm so tired... The money is good though. These days i find the only happiness in my life comes from shopping. Oh well it's not so bad. I could be addicted to something worse, like drugs, or a guy. My bro found out about me hanging out with Mid and his other friends. He was mad at first but forgave me and now he's telling me that Mid is "dating" someone else at the same time as V. Some fat blonde chick who comes to the club every week. She gave him a blowjob in the bathroom of the club a few weeks ago. My brother says he's only seeing her because she comes to the club and he gets paid for that. Anyway i talked to him about it and he denies everything. I don't know what to tell V, either. Anyway i don't even want to get involved in that shit. But i did introduce one of the girls from work to Jo, this other friend of my brothers, and they seem to like eachother so i'm really happy about that. They're both really cute and i find they look really good together. Alright so that's it then. It's nine oclock and i wanna go to bed already... goodnight, sweet dreams.