well last night was pretty chill. It started out really stupid cause we were visiting this apartment, but we couldn't find it. The landlord gave us horrible directions, so we kept calling him back but he wasn't answering, and finally after searching around for 30 minutes we called him again, he answered, and he said 'sorry, it's too late, you're late and i can't let you see the apartment" So i told him we were looking all over for it and he was just like, well, too bad, this is the real world. So i was pretty pissed, but then johnny called V to meet up and he picked us up. He was with that horrible guy S, and this dude RM, who was the roommate of AH. The one i slept with. He asked me if i still talk to AH, and i said "AH is dead to me" So, i guess it was awkward at first, but we went over to Ty's and drank, and it was actually pretty fun. All the guys were being super flirty with me and it was great. I love being the centre of attention. We were drinking Rum and this other coconut rum thing i forget what it's called but anyway they mixed it with pineapple juice it was amazing. S was being really nice to me, too. He gave me a foot massage and did everything i told him. They all did, actually. It was pretty cool. I felt like i was the queen. But then they all started calling me a tease, and S was all, "yea, i keep hearing from ppl that you're a tease" and johnny starts calling me the "virgin tease", so S didn't believe i was a virgin, and frankly it really doesn't matter what the fuck S thinks if i'm a virgin or not, but anyway in the end he's like "yea well, if you are, i really respect that." Johnny's brother came over too, and he was telling everyone how me and V call him once every 6 months to meet up with him at his job to smoke with him and then leave. And another stoner friend of Vs, W. And they smoked, i did too a bit. RM gave me a shot. I was working the next day so S said he'd bring me home. It was like 2am. In the car i was still a little drunk, and so S asked me what i was waiting for or whatever, and i said i just want to be in love. And he was asking me all these love questions that i would never answer normally, but, i get all talkative when i drink, so we talked alot. So i said something like "how can you really be in love with someone if they're not in love with you" and he goes "you know, when i talk to you one on one, you seem pretty mature" he's so condescending, but, somehow, i didn't take it too seriously. I guess that's just how he is. He took me to McDonalds, and we had some nuggets, and on the way back he told me this story about how when he was like 15, him and his friends used to go to this gay bar called cocks, and one of them would go inside, find some old guy, and tell him he would suck his dick. So the old guy agreed, and he led him outside, where all the others were waiting, and proceeded to beat him up. I told him that was the worst thing i've ever heard. I guess he was trying to tell me what kind of person he is. It's horrible, but how come i find him so hot? anyway he took me home, and we said goodbye. So, whatever, that was my night. Actually one of the best nights i've had in a while. It felt good to hang around those guys again...