I springed up the colors of my little diary here... And then of course it decided to start snowing. Next week is supposed to be better though. This moving thing is really going to happen i think. I went to Urban Outfitters the other day and they have so much amazing stuff for apartments, beautiful beds, rugs, amazing dishes and cups and picture frames. I wanna by them all. I finally went to the pharmacy to get some digital pictures printed out. Some of them are 2 years old. But they're all of friends and people i used to now. They bring back alot of memories. I'm imagining what our apartment's going to be like and how we're going to decorate it. I think i've picked out the color palette of MY room: Pink and lilac-y hues... Now i'm starting to be sad though, i miss my mom already and i'm not even gone. not really anyone else yet. But it's weird, it's like leaving an entire part of your life behind. It's like saying goodbye to my childhood and never being able to turn back. It's scary i guess, but, it's more sad than anything else. i guess i'm just being a baby. oh well. All of my entries are sad lately. i wonder what that means. I watched that movie c.r.a.z.y. the other day and i was crying the entire time. I don't even know why. I couldn't even tell you what part was making me cry, but just the movie in itself was amazingly honest and heartwrenching. oh i'm so sad and i don't even know why... i should be happy, i'm moving out, i just got a new job, but i just get more and more sad.