My life sucks right now... I'm so bored i don't know what to do with myself. No actually it's not that i'm bored i'm just restless. I want to be excited and have fun. It seems like these days it's so fuckin rare. I don't like work anymore, there's like twice as much towel folding to do and i just got my paycheck and i'm missing SO much money so now i have to figure it out with my boss and ARGH i just feel so frustrated all the time i need to let out all my aggression somehow. I want a guy. i want to touch someone and kiss someone hot. I'm going crazy here. Shit. This sucks. Oh so this guy who comes to my gym cancelled me for wednesday, but now he wants to have lunch on monday. So i said yes... we'll see where that goes. i'm so unhappy but i don't know why