First Date

Feeling: carefree
I went on my date with T yesterday. It was good, but he called me like 2 hours before he was supposed to pick me up to tell me that his car is like, broken or something. There's a flat tire and something wrong with the wheel. So he made me get on the f*n metro and meet him there instead. Strike One. But at least he took me to a pretty nice restaurant. It was good and whatever, and he's fun so we joked around alot, which is really really good. And then after we went bowling lol. It was actually cool because i was kinda good at it. The first game, he sucked, and i beat him so bad, and the game after that i was beating him at first and then i got all cocky and shit, and so i started missing the pins, and so he won that game by like 8 points, and but the last game i just got so discouraged i stopped trying in the end, and he killed me. But it was fun, anyway... I had said that i wasn't gonna go over to his house after, but he's so manipulative, i didn't even see what happened. One moment i was saying i gotta go home now, the next thing i know, i'm walking to his house... I kinda like that he's like that, though. It makes it more of a challenge. Cause he's good at it, too. Because what alot of guys do is, if a girl tells him "ok, i gotta go". He'll just say ok ciao, acting like he doesn't care, so that the girl becomes more interested. But a guy like T, waht he does is he acts like he's all hurt that you're leaving, making you feel guilty, and at the same time , you feel like he really cares about you since it's making him so sad that you're going, so you let your guard down, and then WHAM! he's got you. no it's not as dramatic as that but you know what i mean, don't you? Anyway i know his plan now so it won't work again. But all we did at his house was watch goodfellas and snuggle a bit. Then V showed up to buy weed off him and we hung out with her, and then they did an E together. I said no, cause of my interview and all, and i went home... By metro
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yeah j14 is way better than all the other ass holes in my life, ha ha. and i think we will end up dating, it's inevitable...i just have this fear of commitment and what not so it's going to take me awhile to get comfortable with him (and he knows that already and won't assume its just me not liking him).
p.s. other than the metro part it sounds like u had a good time! have a swell night.