In Extreme anger, i wrote a post ranting about my father yesterday. It failed to save, which, i don't know if it's good or bad, but it is what it is. I didn't have the energy to type it all up again, but, in any case, knowing that i felt that way was a revelation to me. So, what is new... Turns out, i am Not fired. My boss finally called me to say i work on saturday sunday now, as oposed to friday saturday sunday. I guess i'm happy, but i feel a little crazy, because this is the second time now that i think i'm fired from this job. I guess i better face the truth: I Work There! But now i don't know if i'll be able to make it to the wedding, since i finish at 10pm that day. Oh well... As for my new boy, CB, he called me the other day and i was half asleep so he said he'd call me back, but later on he started texting me, and we texted back and forth for a bit until he was like "are you busy cause i want to see you" To which my hard-to-get self replied, "i can't tonight". To which he replied nothing, and i haven't heard from him since. You know what? i think i give up. I think i'm just gonna go lie down in a ditch and die. Because nothing good ever happens to me it seems, and everything i do appears to be wrong. So what the hell is wrong with me? i wish i knew. I wish i Freakin' knew...