So my mom went to talk to my boss today and she says he told her things like i was always late and i always wore the wrong uniform, stuff like that, it was all lies. I can't believe it. Even when i make an effort i somehow get fucked. Arg whatever. and the worst thing is that my mom believes him and not me. Wtv he's just a sad emotionless little man. He probably doesn't even know what it's like to even have feelings. I should be feeling sorry for him. All he has is his money and his horrible bitchy golddigging wife. God i just feel like such shit i want to get the fuck out of this house. I wanna move far far away and become another person and just stop existing as the Jay i am now... Whatever. fuck fuck fuck. Anyway i now have mayonnaise in my hair. The hairdresser told me to put it before i washed my hair because it was so damaged cause of the color. Hopefully it'll make it healthier and shinier looking.